The whole story

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hi all, my last blog was kinda scrappy, so ill put the whole story best i can

it all started, a girl added me on msn from a email chain, i had no idea when she added me and who she was, ( chantz), so i didnt talk much, anyways, few days later, she talked to me saying her friend needed some1 to talk to, so her friend added me, ( "missy" ). and we started talking, she showed me a pic of her and told me she was 15, told me her name and where she lived, which is in NSW Australia, me in WA Australia, we talked for hours not so much at start but started talking more and more, so ya she basicly started to get feelins for me, next day shes on again, we start talking again and stuff, and we basicly decide to start a long distance relationship, she asks for my mobile number, and i get hers also, so we could text each other, but she had no credit so i did it most of the time.

we went good for a couple of days after that, she also gave me her home phone number so we talked on the phone also, she sounded like she was the person in that pic she says was her, anyways, she was grounded for few days, didnt see her on msn, the day she came on she told me that she kissed her ex bf, but regreted it, i pretty much left that and continued with her, and we went normal again for a couple more days, on the next weekend we talked on phone again, she telling me she had basketball, and said she did something and she got grounded again i asked her wat she said dont worry its nothin, next day, missy was on msn for a little, i asked her if she could tell me wat happened, she said that her, her ex, chantz and chantz bf ran off after the game without parents knowing so thats why she was grounded then she had to go off, chantz came on msn soon after, i asked her wat happened after the basketball game, she said the parents didnt know where they were and called cops and had to find them, kinda over the top story but ya wat i was told, anyways, i asked chantz if anything happened between missy and her ex, she said to ask missy about it, i said, they kissed didnt they, she said yes but more, she then said missy told u didnt she?, i said she told me she said nothing happened, chantz is like o.., sorry.., missy came on again, added her to convo, chantz told her to tell me wat happened, missy was upset and couldnt, so she went, chantz then said theres alot i dont know.

anyways, few days pasted, i got a msg from missy, she told me that she had sex with her ex boyfriend ((bf) for any1 who doesnt know) and she saying sorry cause she was saying stop but he didnt but she still said that she loved him and he loved her 2, me was shattered at first, and then msgs to each other pretty much kept us together somehow, anyways, a day later, friend tells me bad news, he found the pic missy showed me that was her, on a msn pic website, 3rd coloum, 2 down from the top, site is : [link]HPSESSID=b0ce4543127158a3f40deba76daeb6c5

ya so me was shattered from that now, me msgin her and she gave her excuses of it being her, hard for me to believe it was her, she says it was so i guess i accepted but still knew that it wasnt, days went by, some of the days missy was on for a little while we chatted then, one day chantz came on, i showed her the website, then she says brb, 5 mins later she comes back, says omg, shes on the site, dont worry thats her, so ya continued on, chantz had to go then, things were normal for a little while, few days, me missy chattin and stuff as normal, missy ends up being really sick, spewing and all, her mum took her to hospital, ( also, her mum doesnt know about me at this time), cause her mum found her pasted out on the ground one night, the doctor took tests, and missy told her about her and her ex havin sex, so her mum bought her a pregnacy test, she came out pregnant, day later, doctor results came in and she was drugged and so she was rapped the night that she had it with her ex, which is understandable why she had done it, well more understanding from b4, anyways, couple of days past,

her and i msging each other alot, she then tells me she is getting a web cam soon, and she bought clothing for it.., so from her saying she was getting a web cam it made me think she was really the girl in the pic, i got all happy that night she told me, then got a strange call kinda freaky and shit, but ohwell call doesnt bother me anymore, anyways me was all happy again the next day, the day ended up being a normal everylife day, but the day after, she started sending me msges that had rude things as in adult talk... lol..., so i start sending them back, then she hadnt sent me a msg for a little while, i sent a msg saying sorry if i went to far in anything, and so i waited, i end up getting a call on my mobile, it ends up being missy's mum, she wasnt yelling or anything, she just said, not to msg her 13 year old daughter anymore, me say ok, of course, uh ya shes 13.... so much for 15, and ya, so i kinda had a numb feeling, didnt know what to think or do, so i went on msn, chantz comes on not long after i sign on, i start talking to her saying, u heard about missy, and i finally know use 2 are same age, cause chantz told me she was 13, but missy was 15 still, anyways, chantz goes no, im 39..... me like wdf in my head, them me like o shit, could it be missys mum?? could of she been chantz all the time, then i found out it was chantz mum, i told her wat they told me, well not much but enough for her to understand that i did nothing, well hope she understood, anyways, she told me to plz block and delete them from my list, so i blocked them but hadnt deleted them yet.

this happened yesterday by the way, the mothers and stuff, anyways, today chantz was on msn but i still had her blocked, i unblocked to see wat would happen, chantz starts to talk, thankfully it was chantz, she said listen, me very sorri for everything, stuff like that, so i asked questions, the pic of her isnt her is it, she said its not, she then says, missy doesnt exist, so that would mean her name isnt missy, and most of the things in her life she told me might not be true, so we both say goodbye forever and told her to say bye to the girl that i do not know anymore, since i dont know what her name is, doesnt matter anymore, anyways, ya so i block and delete her and the so called "missy" off my list and now never have contact with them again, but i asked chantz to send me an email cause i wanted to know if she was pregnant and shit, apparently she was pregnant, wow thats bad for that age, but she was raped, so.. ya, and pretty much thats all i know of them anymore, chantz i know that her life was real just "missy's" im do not knowing of, my last words to chantz, well good bye forever, farwell to ones i may have not known from the start..

Ya so theres the story best detail i could get into it, god it took me forever to type, nowz me single lol, at first i started listening to sad music, but now the music cheers me up and makes me laugh, dunno why lol, well there is a chance that they could read this, but i see nothing i did wrong, since i told them the truth, and they didnt, but ohwell, most i can do now is just throw away everything that involves anything to do with them, im recovering well i guess, well hope ya had fun reading it, comments plz, lol, as friends say, dont do long distant relationships, but there is some chance of it turning out good, so all those out there who get into 1 or is in one, good luck, u will need it, and do question about things even if u dont want to hurt there feelings, i questioned, and i expected something like this to happen at the end so thats why me recovering well and not so sad and shit, yes its over, and im 18 by the way, since people have asked me that many times after reading... thx for readin